Neighbor

So my neighbor passed away on Sunday and she's lived next door to me my entire life.  She would always have my house key copy when I forgot my own.  Anywho, today was her funeral mass.  For some reason I felt just numb.  I felt unaffected by it all.  The only time I teared up is when my mom mentioned my dad.  It was strange.  Oh and the Priest, hah.  I started imagining his former life and that he was a closeted gay who ran to join the priesthood because he was super Catholic and could resist temptation.  ...Or could he? (hello there little boy..)  Then he was trying to be a stand up comedian.  None of his jokes were funny in the least.  He'd tell a little joke, chuckle, no one else would laugh, but then finally ZING! He had ONE funny one.  But then I started thinking about how absurd religion is in general.  Just all the stupid little readings the priest would do from the Bible.  If any of them were true, 

I'd have one thing to say: Jesus was a cocky sonuvabitch. 

P.S.  My first day at the Penn Environment job was also my last. 

Saving The World!

So I start a new job tomorrow.  Or job training rather.  It's at Penn Environment which is an environmental office downtown and I'll be going door to door in the suburbs to try and get people to donate money to the fund to help rid global warming.  I really do wanna help the planet and global warming is one of the issues I feel most strongly about but I'm really dreading this because I know I'm gonna hate how time consuming it is.  I'm gonna be working Monday-Friday 2-10.  It is going to kill me.  I might just keep the job for like 3 weeks, all of July tops to make some good money and then I'm finito.  I just hate that I'm gonna be constantly exhausted and never available to hang out or do nice, exciting things like spend extended vacation time somewhere grand like Wildwood haha.  But blah.  I'm going to at least give it a chance.  Maybe I'll love it.  However, I really have my doubts. 

Oh yeah and I met Zena Grey today, the red head girl from Snow day and Max Keeble's Big Move and all.  She sat next to me at my mom's play and is the girlfriend of my mom's friend's son.   She's so tiny and skinny and like a year older than me but she was pretty nice and cool.  So random.

Done

It's all over.  It still hasn't completely hit me.  Oh god.

Graduation

Tomorrow.  It's finally about to be over.  I think I'm in disbelief.  It's not gonna hit me until I'm wearing that cap and gown tomorrow and walking down Merriam Theater's ridiculously steep aisle.  So weird.  Ahhhh. Let's hope I don't fall.  I can just see it now.

Promzzz

Prom started off pretty shitty and boring but then turned out to be lots of fun.

I danced all night and was kind of a camera whore cause Biando kept filming me.  He's creepy.  But I have to say, the highlight of my night was dancing with Kaufman.  He is truly hilarious and one of the things I will miss the most about CAPA.  Only two more days of bullshit stuff then it's graduation and I'm done! I'm an idiot though cause I got hired for a new job to help the environmet yayzzz but I go in for training the DAY AFTER graduation.  Dumb dumb Theresa.  I hope summer is good even with this incredibly time consuming job I have lined up. Blah.

It's too fucking hot

FUCK YALL SKINNY BITCHES.

I don't need that shit. 

The Bike Race

The bike race was all kindsa fun today but WAY TOO FUCKING HOT.  I really couldn't take it.  There were so many people walking in and out of my house and going to the keg my brother had out back so it was practically impossible to keep the house cool at all, even though the AC was on blast.  There were babies, drunks, and tons of people who ran in to use the bathroom.  Just like every year at the bike race.  I saw some random ass CAPA sophomores walk by my house.  And I tried and failed several times to just lay on top of the air vent to keep cool.  I got hit on by some drunkards walking up my hill and I almost passed out from the scorching heat.  I don't know why I let my friend kathleen talk me into walking up my dreaded hill.  The bike race would have been so much better if it wasn't so ungodly hot, but I still think it was the most fun I've had at one thus far.  Tomorrow is going to be 99 freaking degrees and I'm gonna go crazy.  Thank goodness CAPA is air conditioned like a mo-fo and we start graduation practice tomorrow. CRAZY! I can't believe it but I'm so ready to just graduate cause all my friends outside of CAPA have graduated already. Dumb public school schedule.  Whatever.  I think I'm gonna go get a freezing cold shower now, it's too fucking hot. 

Prom Thursday ahhhh.  I still need like everything aside from a dress. Gahh.  

School

School is so pointless.  The only reason I even came today is to not get points taken off for not being present for the "screening" of our film finals.  He actually liked our piece of shit thing we did in two days, so I guess that's really good.  Ugh.  The toga party was such a complete absolute failure.  I don't think I've ever been so miserable.  I actually ended up crying by the end of the night, it was sooo bad.  I think that toga parties only work when you're at college.  

So, you guys didn't miss anything special.  Except a crazy screaming fight.  Oh man never again.  

I am so not coming to school tomorrow.