Sleep

I can't get to fucking sleep.  I just got into this funk of depression where I couldn't stop crying for a while.  I miss my dad so much right now.   I can't stop thinking about him.  It kills me more and more each day that it keeps getting longer since he passed and I never really got to know him that well. 

Fuckin fuck Theresa shut up.  I just wanna cheer up and have a good summer and go to college.  I'm not even so sure about the college part anymore.